thoughts, stories, and discussions
I've spent over two weeks in Sardegna (I'm using the Italian spelling because I'm feeling a little extra pretentious this morning), which is an island off the coast of Rome. I had a travel nightmare getting over here. The flight from NY to Rome was great. I didn't sleep one second of the over night... Continue Reading →
^I'm glad I was color-coordinated with my outfit for the third set yesterday. I lost a heart-breaker on Saturday. A booty-shaker. A 3 hour war. I had chances to take the match, but it ultimately didn't go my way. I'm proud of myself. I can do better, but I could always do better. The dude... Continue Reading →
constantly self critical. always analyzing his own behavior. he's constantly improving and forgets to enjoy himself right now. when he fixes this or adopts some trait that he thinks is better is when he'll be happy. The problem is that I am self-critical subconsciously. Or I'm aware of it, but it's like my default setting,... Continue Reading →
I have had a positive feeling in my body since this afternoon. Feeling so happy. Not sure what caused it and I’m not going to try to analyze. I’ll just enjoy it. I hit with a friend today whom i met last week and i think i genuinely laughed hard for the first time in... Continue Reading →
I've had a good week in Illinois. It's been a week since I landed in Iowa. I just played in a wildcard tournament to get into the main draw of the tournament that I forgot to sign up for, and......... I lost. I lost to a very good player. It was a similar situation as... Continue Reading →